I journeyed deep into the forgotten parts. Deep into the nightmare. It felt like choking on memories. It felt like I didn’t know which way was up anymore, so I just let it take me. And it was horrible, and
heart.
mesmerising
And I am here in a beautiful place laying down these words like breadcrumbs for you, and it’s alright for me, isn’t it? Because I am in a beautiful place. And maybe you are not, so the words become distorted a little, lose some of their punch.
gate
When you realise that it just doesn’t matter, you’re standing in a really powerful place.
fearless
I am fearless only because I have been fearful.
intensity
There are beliefs so wrapped around us, so entangled within us that it will take a long time to cleanse enough of them from our psyche to feel even somewhat relieved. And that is okay. It all is. It is fine to look at the mountain you have to climb and decide to take another rest day before you tackle it. It is fine to get stuck into the mountain and fail, and return another day.